Who am I ?

Sigh. So many stereotypes..it's kind of ridiculous, and offensive to say the least. Just because we have boobs we have to support the family & do all the household chores?
So why don't we just say just because men have a penis they have to carry us on their backs everywhere we go because we're too delicate to walk on the muddy floor?
If we're so freakin' delicate, why do they make us clean the house? The chemicals will ruin the soft baby-type skin we're supposed to maintain. The sweat will ruin our makeup.
There's too many expectations for us to look beautiful & to be attractive. Honestly, guys don't think to look twice if we we're in sweatpants, hair tied, chillin with no makeup on. Drake was trippin when he wrote "Best I Ever Had Up". I know first hand. All my elementary life, I never bothered to care about what I looked like. Starting 7th grade, I realized that people wore makeup. People shaved. People cared what they looked like. & they got guys. I never had a guy like me until 8th grade. Why the difference? I got bangs. I changed from camouflage colored capris to skirts. I started wearing makeup. Finally people started to notice me. I started being called 'pretty' instead of 'gorilla'.
I don't want equal rights for women...although it'd be nice, I want to be pampered. I want my knight in shining armor, even though that's pathetic. I like being cared for (: I don't want to slave all day to support my man. I'll buy him things once in a while, but my job is to love him & comfort him; his job is to love me & provide for me. That's how it's been in my relationships.
I found it funny how commercials about doll houses say to let girls live out their dreams with the doll house. They can't be mechanics? They can't be a doctor? They have to cook and clean laundry? What is all that about?
I've always wanted to be a mechanic. I love getting dirty & working with my hands. Yet people act so damned surprise when I tell them that. Sorry I'm not your average girly girl I guess . But I'm not apologizing for who I am. I'm apologizing for the society that has made the world become blind to what people can achieve.

I'm tired.

I wasn't sure if there was an entry this week but I'll do one anyway just in case. I can't afford to lose points now with my B T_T.
But I really am tired. I'm tired of the lack of sleep. I'm tired of school. I'm tired of just everyone. I just want a day to have to myself, not to worry about college or SAT's or my GPA.
Everything's so stressful. What's ironic is how school teaches us how to excel in life for a future yet they're killing us at the same time with the homework and tests because stress leads to a greater risk of heart disease. I found that crudely humorous in my own little world.
Lately, I've noticed that when I'm stressed I get really moody and I don't eat. I just work, work, work. & my sleep schedule's been way off, messing with my circadian rhythm. I just wish things would go back to the way they once were with the carefree little me.
I really liked the little gender game thing. I forgot what it was called, but a lot of people that had relatives of the opposite gender or a girlfriend/boyfriend knew more of the answers, which is obvious, but a lot of people don't really get exposed to the 'other world' so they didn't know a lot. Kinda funny how men and women consider different qualities more important than others. We're always judged on our appearance, even though people say that they look at personality. I mean, it's not their fault. They just want the best kill, in caveman words. A trophy.
Anyway. Not much to think about right now. I'm super tired, after spending 3 hours building my new closet & shelves(: Success!